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Blood trickles down my arm Staning white flesh red pouring from my vains With the little strength i have i lift my arm to my mouth I drink, i drink for friends i've had, friends i'll never have and those who i've lost My arm falls limp Maybe it's the pills... i took so many Maybe it's lack of blood.... which now pools around me Maybe it's my heart that has shattered into a million peices Maybe it's all or nothing Maybe it's you I trusted you I loved you like a sister Now you yell and call me all the things you got mad at others for calling me Maybe my life will end Maybe once again my fate will be diffrent I hear my mom en

“HIGH SCHOOL This is how to run a stick of Chapstick down the black boxes on your scantron so the grading machine skips the wrong answers. This is how to honor roll. Hell, this is how to National Honor Society. This is being voted “Most Likely to Marry for Money” or “Talks the Most, Says the Least” for senior superlatives. This is stepping around the kids having panic attacks in the hallway. This is being the kid having a panic attack in the hallway. This is making the A with purple moons stamped under both eyes. We had to try. This is telling the ACT supervisor you have ADHD to get extra time. Tod

I'm gonna be a kitty I'm gonna rule the world I'll have all the catnip mice I want I'll get to chase the squirrels No one will ever tell me no the instant that I purr I will be so beautiful and have the softest fur! I'm gonna be a kitty You cannot tell me no I'm gonna be a kitty because I decided so

Hey there, I wanted to talk to you. You seem so strong but I can glimpse the darker hues. The greatest fear you have, Is showing when you're sad. There's no one you ever tell. But I know your ways too well. You camouflage, Your heart in a beautiful mirage. And paint it with all the shades of gray, So no on will see the pain. Draw a black curtain over the windows, That lead into your soul. You douse it with indifference, When I can see the deep caring in it.  Its colored with highlights of rage filled red, They're all the words left unsaid. Bury your spirit so no one can cause sabotage.  But I see through the beautif

Their enchanting voices Cry to the crystal moon As light of silver Descends with grace The pale river sparkles Suddenly alive It shivers uncontrollably Chilled by their cries Time is frozen The moment slowly fades The wolves prowl restlessly Calling to each other A song of wonder Fills the air None have heard it before Though it is as ancient as the moon

Dear God, You know I'm not the praying type, But I've hit rock bottom and lost sight. Sight of love, Sight of happiness, I've forgotten why I'm alive. Can you take me away tonight? Or take my pain and make me feel alright? Father, I'm on my knees begging you to save me. I so tired of fighting the wrong. I can't stay awake, I need sleep, my eyes closed I can't see. I know my flaws, can you fix me? Can I even be fixed? I'm so sore from heartache and torment... Please Lord, I'm begging you Show me what I need to do. I'm tired of this life you've given me, But I'm terrified to leave... I keep thinking If I keep dreaming, Maybe- Just maybe! I co

Can somebody help me? I'm all alone you see. Can you come drag me, Out of this hell in me? It's all around me, Surrounding and drowning me. Can you not free me, From this hell that's me? The Loneliness, Well it's killing me. The Emptiness, It's all I can see. The Darkness, Envelopes me. The Violence, Surges through my very soul. The Evil entices me, There's no more hope for me. I just enjoy you see, The pain that I bring with me. You can not help me. Your anguish it strengthens me. The pain that I cause you see, It's what's sustaining me. The Truth you know, Will set you free. The pain I cause, It's killing me. The hope I know, Burns in

Pain Hundreds of children yelling, screaming. Horrified wails that deafen you. The fear is tangible, So thick you can’t breathe, The shame of a thousand souls. And then, midst the howling, A faint cry of hope, A baby that has not yet fallen. A child that hasn’t been tainted, And the evil seems to be gone. Then a cry from the child. His voice joins the torment. Screaming.  All hope is gone. You Laugh When I hear your lovely laugh, And gaze in your beautiful eyes, I long to feel the warmth of your touch, And light your face with a smile. I make a joke, you laugh, you smile. My heart is filled with joy. The color