It's only been a few weeks,
Since I asked you if you thought,
This would go anywhere,
And you answered no,
I know that it was my suggestion,
That we be only friends,
And it was me that asked you this,
But, it still hurts so damn much,
It's pure agony what I feel,
Do you feel the same pain?
Did it even bother you?
It bothered me, it still does,
But I'm slowly getting over it,
One day at a time,
I'm taking small steps forward,
Not wanting to feel anymore pain,
And not wanting to linger in the past,
They are very small steps forward,
But I'm still moving forward nonetheless,
With each step, the pain diminishes more and more,
But then, I found o
What's going on with you?
Won't you tell me please?
I have the distinct feeling that your avoiding me,
Is this true, are you avoiding me?
Did I do or say something wrong?
Please tell me what I did so I can say that I'm sorry,
I first thought there must be an explanation,
But after awhile, I started to wonder,
I started to have a feeling in my stomach that something was wrong,
I tried my best to ignore it, but I couldn't,
Then I started to think over and over,
What's going on? Somethings wrong,
But I didn't dare ask, because you'd say everythings fine,
But I know that's not true,
Every time I see you lately,
Your acting differently,
You seem
I love you,
Three simple words,
That mean so much,
How is it possible,
To express how you feel in three words?
It seems like it should be so much more,
Than three simple words,
But it's not,
There are a million different ways,
To say "I love you",
But the simplest way to say it,
Is to actually say it to the person you loves face,
You can buy them flowers, or chocolates,
Write them poems, or songs,
Give them gifts,
But what expresses how you feel the most,
Is just to say I love you to them,
No one knows exactly what love feels like,
Some say it feels like butterflies in your stomach,
Every time you see the person,
Or your heart feels like i
I thought you would be my savior,
The one who would save me from the dark,
The one who'd catch me as I'm falling,
You're holding me in your arms,
But I feel your grip loosening around me,
I yet again start to fall, into the bottomless pit,
When I look up into your eyes,
Your face is blank of any emotions,
Its like you don't care that your letting me fall,
As I reach up to grab you,
My hands pass right through you,
As I fall away from you,
I feel my wounds start to reopen,
And bleed profusely down my body,
I scream out in utter agony,
Its like something is trying to claw its way out,
I look down at myself and see my wounds,
And all the blood t
I feel like screaming and crying at the same time,
My world feels like it's spinning out of control,
Slipping out of my grip, out of reach,
Everywhere I turn,
I see pain and destruction,
I'm yelling out for someone to hear me,
Begging and pleading, anyone to help me,
To make everything go away,
To make the pain and suffering in me to stop,
Please, somebody, anybody, please, help me...,
I can't take it anymore,
I can't breathe,
Please make the pain stop, please...,
I'm begging you,
I just want it to end already,
I can't take anymore,
Everything in my world that seems stable,
Eventually turns to dust,
And I'm left, scrambling around,
Trying to
As i lay here on my bed,
I'm thinking about you,
Like I always do,
I let my mind run free,
Picturing your face in my mind,
I've memorized every inch of it,
I'm thinking about your lips on mine,
About the rush I get each time our lips meet,
I'm thinking about your kind and gentle eyes,
I'm thinking about your beautiful smile,
I wish you were here next to me,
So I can wrap my arms around you,
And snuggle against you,
I just need to hear your voice,
And see your angle like face,
I'm feeling like I'm not really here,
I look around me and everything seems fake,
I'm slowly losing it,
I need you here with me right now,
I need to feel your touch,
So
(This is going to be a story about myself and my boyfriend. This won't be solely based on me and him, you'll see what I mean when you read the story. It's something I've been meaning to write for awhile now. This is going to be pure fiction. None of this ever and never will happen. This is just a idea I had awhile ago. This story will start after a day at college, and I'm walking out to my car.
Character Descriptions ~
Princess Krystal Black (me) ~ Five foot six, bright, short red hair, ice blue eyes, princess of the world, 21 years old, 120 lbs,
Prince Kishan Black ~ Krystal's brother, long black hair, six foot four, muscular, blue eyes,